So today I am just feeling a lot of emotions. It might be that I just got an IUD and my body isn't used to it. It might me that Joey hasn't worked for over a month and there is a severe lack of jobs right now. It might be that we have to move out of this house since my brother-in-law is planning to sell it to his brother in the spring. (Yea for them, sucky for us.)
It might be that I just had a baby and am feeling the weight of having someone so dependant on me on top of all the other motherly duties that come with 3 kids. It could also very well be that I am missing some 'girl time' with my friends out there in SLC. We shall see when we make it out there considering the lack of $cash$ flow. Or it could be the winter blues since the temperature doesn't stay above zero for very long.
I don't know what it is. I guess I just needed to get that stuff off my chest. Maybe I just need to rely on my Heavenly Father a little bit more and things will work out. I apologize for the ranting. If you made it through this post you deserve a cookie or some sort of 'pick-me-up'. *sigh*
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1 year ago
Barbara,
ReplyDeletejust one of those things would make life emotional- goodness, you have a load right now (which includes three very cute kids) and a lot to think about!
One thing I know about you, is that you are smart and strong. Just hang in there. In the mean time, you are in my prayers!
YEA! I made it through, I get a cookie! ;o) Dude... you just had a baby... your body is going through every little change and taking it the wrong way!! I'm sorry you hit the blues and I'm sorry that everything is hitting you at once. Yes, we could definately have a fun GNO right now, I need one really bad too! Maybe I can get a caravan together and we can make our way up to you! That would be fun!!
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